Saturday, December 24, 2005

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樹.葉子.風

The story that had a great impact on me...And the origin of my Blog's Title:

會叫樹的原因,是因為我擅長畫水彩畫,最愛畫樹,
久而久之,我的畫作右下方索性以一棵樹來代表我。

高中三年交過五個女朋友,有一個女孩子,我很愛她,卻遲遲不敢追,
她沒有美麗的面孔,沒有姣好的身材,沒有撩人的魅力,一個再平凡不過的女孩子。
我喜歡她,真的真的很喜歡她,喜歡她的單純,她的直率,她的可愛,她的智障,她的脆弱。
不追她的原因,也許是潛意識覺得平凡如她配不上我;
也許是因為怕在一起後,一切的好感都會消失;
也許是怕外人的指指點點傷害了她;
也許是覺得,她會是我的,不用急著為了她而放棄一切。

最後這個原因,讓她陪了我三年,讓她看著我和別的女孩子廝混了三年,讓她心痛 三年。
她很想當一個好演員,但我卻像一個嚴苛的導演。

我和第二個女朋友在廁所接吻,被她撞見,她尷尬的笑笑說:「Goon!」然後跑掉,

第二天,她眼睛腫得像核桃一樣,我故意不去猜想是誰讓她哭成這樣,嘲笑了她一天,
她在所有人都回家後,在教室哭了起來,她不知道練球回來拿東西的我,看了她一個多小時。

我的第四個女朋友,一直很不喜歡她,有次她們兩個吵了起來,我知道依她的個性不會去惹事,但我還是護著女朋友,她被我吼了一下後,愣住,眼淚滑了下來,我 無視她的眼淚,陪女友走出教室,第二天,她依舊嘻嘻哈哈的和我開玩笑,我知道她很難過,但她不會知道我的心不比她好受。

當我和第五個女朋友分手時,我約她出去玩,玩了一天,我對她說:「我有事要對妳說。」
她說:「真巧,我也有事要對你說。」
「我和她分手了。」
「我和他在一起了。」

我知道「他」是誰,他追她也有一陣子了,是個蠻可愛的男孩子,活潑有趣,充滿了熱情,追她追得滿城風雨。

我不能表現自己的心痛,只能笑笑地恭喜她,但當我回到家,心中的痛楚強烈得令我無法承受,像有個千斤重的石頭壓在我胸口,

我無法呼吸,想大叫卻叫不出來,眼淚竟然滑了下來,我掩面大哭,多少次,我也看著她為了那個不願承認的人掩面大哭。

畢業典禮時,我在手機上發現了一封簡訊,這是十天前,我掩面大哭時傳來的,只是我一直沒有去開過機。

「葉子的離開,是因為風的追求,還是樹的不挽留。」


葉子
高中時,喜歡蒐集葉子,why?

因為我覺得,一片葉子要離開它長期依賴的樹,好勇敢 哩!

高中三年,我和一個男孩子很好,不算男女朋友那種好,是好朋友那種好,
但是,在他交第一個女朋友時,我學會了一種不該有的感覺,吃醋,心中的酸,不是一顆檸檬可以比喻,

那就像是100顆臭酸的檸檬,酸到不行,

他們只在一起兩個月,當他們分手,我還得掩飾自己心中強烈的喜悅,但是一個月後,他和另一個女孩子在一起。

我喜歡他,也知道他喜歡我,可是,他為什麼總是不追我呢?

明明喜歡彼此,為什麼不行動?

每當他交一個女朋友,我就心痛一次,一次又一次的打擊,讓我不禁懷疑,是我一廂情願嗎?

不愛我,為什麼要對我那麼好?
他對我的好,已經不是普通朋友可以做到。

喜歡一個人,好難過,我可以清楚的知道他的喜好,他的習慣,唯獨他對我的感覺,我猜不透,難道要我這個女孩子去開口嗎?

儘管如此,我還是想在他身邊,關心他,陪他,愛他,也許算是一種等待的行為,等待他回來愛我,
就像每天晚上等他的電話,等他的簡訊,我知道,就算他再忙,也會撥出一些時間給我。

這樣的等待,陪了我三年,等待是難熬的,是令人想放棄的,但等到的那一剎那,讓人第二天會繼續等下去。

這樣的煎熬,這樣的痛苦,這樣的矛盾,陪了我三年。

直到三年級下學期,高二一個學弟喜歡上我,每天的熱情追求,令我從一開始的拒絕,漸漸願意挪出我心房的一些位置給他。

他像一陣溫柔而持久的風,撩撥我這片搖搖欲墜的葉子,
到最後,我發現我已經不想只留一點點的位置給這陣風,我知道這陣風 ,會帶我這片傷痕累累的葉子,到更幸福的地方。

於是我離開了樹,樹只是笑笑,沒有挽留。

「葉子的離開,是因為風的追求,還是樹的不挽留。」



因為我喜歡的女孩子叫葉子,因為她有一棵令她依戀的樹,所以我要當一陣風,一陣呵護她的風。

第一次看見她,是高二我轉來一個月後的事,個子小小的她坐在球場旁,一雙眼凝視著同和我在球場的學長,

每天的社團時間,她總會坐在那裡,一個人,和朋友,她的眼光依舊凝視著他,
當他和女孩子打打鬧鬧,她的眼中有淚,當他看向她,她的眼中 有笑。

看她成了我的習慣,就像她愛看他。

有一天她沒來,我心中沒來由的焦慮與不安,我無法解釋那種感覺,
除了不安,還是不安,而且那學長竟然也不在。

我衝去他們教室,躲在外面,看著學長罵她,她的眼淚,他的離去。

第二天,她依舊坐在場邊,看著他,我走過去,對她笑一笑,拿了張紙條給她,她先是驚訝的看著我,然後笑笑地收下。

隔天,她拿著紙條出現在我面前,然後離開。
「葉子的心太沉重,風吹不動。」

「不是葉子的心太沉重,是葉子根本就不想離開樹。」

我回給她這段話後,她漸漸會和我說話,收我的禮物,接我的電話。

我知道她喜歡的不是我,但我還是有毅力一定要讓她喜歡上我,

四個月內我告白了不下20次,每一次她都轉移話題,
但我還是不會放棄,我決定要的人,我就一定會給它追過來!

一直到不知道第幾次的告白,出了口,雖然知道她一定會又說到別的事,但還是有一絲絲希望她的答應,

沒想到她都不說話,「妳在幹嘛?怎麼不說話?」我對著話筒說。

「我在點頭。」

「啊?」我不敢相信自己的耳朵。

「我在點頭!」她大聲叫。

我甩掉電話,匆匆披上一件衣服,上了機車,衝去她們家按門鈴,當她開門的那一剎那,緊緊抱住她。

「葉子的離開,是因為風的追求,還是樹的不挽留。」

SISPEC

Day one:
Woke up at 4:30 in the morning, on my PC to do a final confirmation of where & when I should be reporting for my new unit. Took a quick bath and changed to my smart No.4, took everything that I should bring along and off I went to my new unit...

Slowly walked to the MRT. GOSH! Just thinking about sitting in the Train for 1hour plus till Boon Lay from Tampines, was enough to dampen my spirits... Put on my earpiece and listened to music all the way till Boon Lay.

When I reached Boon Lay MRT station, there were two Officer, one was about to commissioned (A) and the other one was a sign-on. (B) Both of them asked me whether I'm reporting to OCS, I said "No...I"m reporting to SISPEC..."

Then, they just turned their attention away. Then, i continued to ask (A) whether by chance he know about where I should go to report to SISPEC. but he said that he had no idea, but he was knid enough to tell me to just hang around here for sometime, and maybe I might be able to know where to report...

Well, since I was there waiting. I had a talk with (A), and asked him about some things about SISPEC. And I was surprised that he was a CROSSOVER From SISPEC. But he told me that it's very, very hard to crossover from SISPEC, because they based it purely on personal performance and he said that there'll be some people who are really cock-up but able to make the crossover and you'll never know the reason. But, he did told me that the BIG Crossover is after 10th week, when BSLC-SISPEC is over.

But, as time edged closer to my book in timing, I decided to wander away, and perhaps by chance I would be able to meet people who were heading for the same place, which, well definitely!! haha!!!

A kind female WO told us to take bus 193 to SISPEC Pasir Laba camp, and walk in from the bus stop. WOW! A kind soul haha! If not I think most of us would be late for book in...

Well, the SISPEC camp was REALLY REALLY FAR from the bus stop...but lucky I met a few privates who were also going to SISPEC, so the walk there wasn't very lonely.

Then, after a while a few sergents went to pick us up and started shouting at us and drilling us to do things quick....OH well...the Sergents are paid to do so...so...we can't say anything.

Very quickly, I have already began my Life in SISPEC-PLC without even realising it. And the best thing was, I was grouped together with friends from my previous company, which made me settled in even faster, because all of us knew each other...

But well, good things will always be interrupted by evil things... Without even given enough time to unpack everything and get "warm" at my new bunk and bed, we were ordered to fall in.

It was all rushing here and rushing there. My Smart No.4 went from dry to wet, wet to dry den wet again... Gosh! I think I've lost count...
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The Tempo for the rest of the week was like a Rocket. Everything was FAST, FAST, FAST!!! RUSH! RUSH! RUSH! GO! GO! GO!

For the first time, yeah! you heard it, for the first time since I POP, I did the FAMOUS 5BX! Can you believe it?? Actually, it wasn't as hard as I've heard.

But frankly speaking, even though it has been one week in SISPEC, I'm still a little not used to having OC, 2IC and PCs being around the company line at the time we fall in before breakfast...

Well, currently I'm fighting for my chances to OCS, and my Sergents are doing all they can to help me al lthe way. Hopefully I can make it... Even if can't, I'll still do my very, very best!!!

Saturday, December 17, 2005

A memory. From the Past... ...

It's been five years since I last saw her. Five years ago, she suddenly disappeared from the Face of this Earth, without even saying a "Good-Bye". Back then, I tried all means and ways to find out about where she went and she would have been.

At that time, I thought that I might have done something wrong and she might be just playing a triump. So, i went to all the places that we've been to before and she could be. From neighbourhood playgrounds to Pasir Ris Beach. From Tampines shopping centre to East Coast area. Everyday, I would send her email and wait patiently by the PC for her reply and even hope that she would log onto MSN, so that I would have a chance to know where she went...Days past. Weeks past. I have practically searched every possible place but still I found no sign of her.

Then I realised that she has left me forever. Never would she come back. I cried. I cried my heart out. Because the wound she left in my heart was so unbearable and so painful. With her gone, I somehow lost my sense of direction of Life. I started to live a "Zombie-like" life. In class, I would pretend to be very happy, always joking, laughing and talking. But, the moment school ended, I would change into a totally different person. Quiet, lifeless and seems to have no soul at all.

And in order to let myself be unable to feel this pain, I started a path of vengence. I started playing the "Game of Love". Flirting with alot of girls, and became some sort of a "Hua Hua Gong Zi". I changed girlfriend so often that I lost count of the number of girls I played with around my fingers. My friends who saw what I was doing, tried all means and ways to consult me and told me to stop what i was doing. But I didn't take their advices, because I was angry. Angry at her.

This went on for almost 5 months, before it finally stopped, after I realised what I was doing. I was self-destructing. Doing more harm to myself than it was to parties who were involved. Once again, for 5 months, I cried again on that fateful night. Throughout the whole night, I did some serious soul-searching and sorted my feelings and thoughts out. After that night, I became more cheerful, more energtic, more focused on my upcoming 'O' Levels and also took good care of myself, not to hurt myself ever again.

Years went by, and I've also began a new chapter in my life. I started to be more aware of my own looks and gestures. Along the way, I met few girls whom I clicked very well with. They've also expressed their feelings for me, but perhaps it was due to that shadow. That I didn't dare to express my feelings to them, for I feared that I might get hurt again. So for five years, many "would-be" relationships have came and gone. And I've also enjoyed five years of singlehood. The shadow within me, also began to gradually disappear.

Then all of a sudden, on the 2nd day after I POP. Just as I was preparing myself for my Platoon's BBQ @ East Coast later in the night. I suddenly heard a soft knock on the door. I thought it must be a sales person who might be promoting "something new and amazing" again. So, before I went to the door, I took a peak thru my room's window [which was raised to about a human's height, might be for safety reasons]. And I saw a lady, her back was facing me, as she was leaning against the ledge. The backview was so, so familiar. I seem to have seen this backview somewhere. But I just couldn't recall who.

Suddenly, she turned around. And our eyes locked. HER! Almost immediately, a fear, a pain overcame me. It can't be her!?But...But... After all these years...... I asked myself.

"Hi there!" suddenly she spoke. That voice of her further confirmed my doubts that it was Her.

After a brief moment of silence, "H...Hi..." I finally returned a greeting.

"Well, are you gonna invite me in or are you gonna let me stand here for the rest of the day???"

"O...OH! Please... Come in!" I quickly rushed to open the door and invited her in...

We sat at the dining table and began talking. I finally knew why she left that day. A question that finally got an answer after five years. Her dad was suddenly appointed to take care of some businesses over at England and he would be there for some years. As he had to leave ASAP, he decided to take his whole family over as well. That explains her sudden diappearance......

Strangely, our conversation seemed like two old-time friends reunited again and chatting about old times. But still, I wasn't sure why she came back only after five years.

Then, she asked me where I would be going later. I told her I was preparing to go to a BBQ held by my Platoon mates. When I looked into her eyes, it seem to be telling me that she wished to spend more time chatting with me. But I told her that I would be leaving soon and if she wanted, I could leave my contact number for her.

In the end, I didn't went for the BBQ. Instead, I went to find Yue Hui and joined her for a swim. Her return to Singapore after so many years just wsn't as simple as it seemed. I told Yue Hui about this matter and she told me not to worry so much, as she might be back here for a holiday during her Winter Break. I took Yue Hui's word and believed that she might be just here for a Holiday.

For the rest of the week, I went by doing my own things. And as usual, over the weekend I would go out with Yue Hui, cuz that was the only time she would be free. And I've also totally forgotten about Her Return.

Then on Wednesday afternoon, as I was chatting with my friends over MSN, my phone rang.

"Wei!"
"Wei! Is Jonny at home?" a familiar voice came from the other end.
"Er... yeah this is Jonny on the line. Who's this?
"It's me lah, Violet."
"oh! Violet! haha! And I was thinking who this sweet voice might be......"
A softer laughter came from the other end.
"So, what's up?"
"Er...I was thinking whether you're free later?
"yeah. I should be...Why?"
"Wanna have dinner together?
"Dinner wor...Where and when?"
"Well...Hmmm...I meet you at your block 7pm and we head over to Tampines Mall. Haven't been there for quite some time."
"Hmmm...ok! See ya then!"

Without thinking much, I went on to chat with my friends online like usual, and prepared for the dinner later at 7pm.

I didn't expect anything other than just a normal dinner with a friend. At the restaruant, we joked, laughed and chatted about everything... Time passed quickly, and soon it was 9:30pm.

"Well, shall we go back now?" I asked
"Okie!"
"Let's go!"
"Hey Jon!"
"yeah!"
"Shall we walk?"
"Oh....okie...Since it's only a short distance."

There was a brief silence as we started walking from Tampines Mall. Then, she spoke.
"Jon, why you never ask why I suddenly came back?"
"For Holiday of cuz. What else??? Unless you're thinking of staying here for good...haha!" I tried to laugh it off, for I sensed something odd.
"I might stay here for good. F...For" She paused.
"For what???"
"For You Jon... I came back for you..." She stopped in her steps.
I paused as I heard that. I was dumbfound.
"Can I hug you???"
Suddenly, from behind, I felt her hugging me. Her face pressed against my back and I could feel her tears wetting my t-shirt.

"Can... Can we talk somewhere else?I think we need to talk" I turned around and pushed her away and walked to the park just behind Tampines stadium and sat on a bench.

Then, I told her what had happened to me for the past 5 years, and how I've changed.

"I'm sorry Jon..." Violet tried to place her hands on mine, but I pulled away.
"You don't have to apologise, Violet. The matter happened so long ago, it doesn't really matter to me anymore" I smiled, and looked towards the night sky.
"Really???" Violet asked.
"Yeah...It doesn't really matter to me. Why?"
"Because I still have feelings for you...That's why I came back..."
Hearing this, I slowly turned my head and looked at her.
"Violet. If this words were said maybe 4 or 5 years back, maybe things won't be the same today. But after this incident, I've grown more matured and more logical. Now I've grown out of this shadow that once followed me for some time and moved on with life. And I've even found someone I like alot..."
"Oh...Is it?" Violet didn't say much. She lowered her head.
"Violet..."
"Yes??"
"I wish that you could do the same as well, forget the Love we once had and move on with Life. And I wish that from now onwards, we could still continue to be friends..."
"Please...Say...Say no more..." Violet stood up and walked off.

I didn't ran up to her, for I knew what I was saying and doing. After which, I didn't see her anymore. After asking around, her friends told me that she left for England the next day, taking the morning flight.

[Violet, I wish that you would be able to find your happiness soon...Good Luck.]

Friday, December 16, 2005

Finally! Judgement Day has arrived....

Well, the day has finally came. 16th Dec '05. The day where I'll know where I'll be posted to after I completed my BMT.

Switched on my PC and logged on to www.miw.com.sg, typed in my NRIC no. + birthdate.

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SAF BMTC ePosting Order



NRIC: S8502020Z Name: ZHU ZHIZHANG

Comd SAF BMTC congratulates you for your successful completion of the BMT.

Your Posting Order is listed below:

1. You are posted to: SISPEC.
2. Your vocation is: INF LDR.
3. Your are to report to: Pasir Laba Camp SISPEC HQ Or Boon Lay Bus Inter-change Holding Area.
Reporting Date/Time: 19/12/2005 at 0830 - 0930 hrs.
Person to report to: Chief Clerk
Contact Number: 64105593/594

You are required to report in smart no.4 uniform (PES E recruits to be in No 3 uniform), except for those assigned to Police Force.

4. Special Instruction:

You are required to bring along your duffle bag / field pack complete with the SAF issued items given during BMT. You are expected to stay in.
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OH MY GOD!!! Pasir Laba leh!!! SUPER SUPER FAR away lorZ....i think I'm fainting liaoZ....
But never mind lahZ, lucky I didn't expect myself to get into OCS from BMTC, cause it's really very very hard to get in. So, I'll do my very best in SISPEC and get into OCS!!! haha!!!

oh yeah!! have to tell Yue Hui that I'll only be booking in on Monday Morning haha!!!

Thursday, December 15, 2005

My Wish List

Just some items in my wish List, that I would wanna get along the way... To see more of my wish list...then just click on my Profile bahZ...


Nokia N91 4GB memory; mutli-codec music player. Should I trade in my beloved N6230 for this beauty?


Some jeans I'm looking for. Well, though I have about 6 jeans but won't die to have more haha!!!


Pentium 4 Processor 3.2GHz, 1GB DDR2 RAM, 300GB SATA HDD


PSP

Days of my Life....

Don't you have similar feelings? Sometimes when you kinda suddenly have the urge to go out and get loose. The only thing that's stopping is you can't find anyone to go out with you and be a monkey infront of thousands of Singaporeans haha!!! Well, that was precisely how I felt...

So, since I got nothing to do, why not I switch on my PC and perhaps do some "cleaning up" of my personal documents.... Went into my MUSIC folder. haha! It's actually one of the few directories that would bring a smile on my face. Packed with over 1,500 songs (Well, about 75% Chinese, 15% Japanese and the rest are Korean or English), it's my Victory place! Started to re-arrange the files a little bit, so that it looks neat and tidy whenever I'm browsing this folder for songs...

Next, I moved on to my Picture section. haha! And I found some old photos. And was thinking of sharing them here...


Me and my sister acting like monkeys while we were on the Train to Bugis


The legendary trail Blazer: Lamborghini. Saw this Model car at Orchard, just infront of Singtel.


My Platoon mates. This was taken after our soccermatch at St. Wilford CC.


My dreambed and also the approx. layout of my room. Well, it's gonna happen REAL SOON!


Picture of Yue Hui and Me. Taken while we were going to Tian Guo for lessons.


Picture of me, my sis and her friend, Michelle. Taken exactly a year ago. (with reference to the Top picture) Well, don't think I changed much...


A very good friend, Kathy. Leave her story till next time. (Left)Taken in a Restroom. (Right)Taken before we went into Cinema.


My Junior, Jovanna. Always like to crack lame jokes with me and drag me to see movies. Always said she resemble Stella Ng.


Taken at my Block. Nice isn't it?


Don't worry... They're not Lesbians. They're my Ex-colleagues from GVTM. (Left) Serene, (Right)Sarah.


My gan mei, Joyce. Always kena scolding from me one haha!!!

A surprising day...

Was on MSN the morning and afternoon. Reason: I didn't know where to go. Used up most of my allowances from the NS to pay off my bills and Poly school fee loan. Now, I'm left with hardly enough to survive the rest of the month... I'm not sure how to heck am i gonna make it thru if I kena posted to OCS or SISPEC...

But thanks to Ah ting! My Saviour! haha! Was chatting with her over MSN and she told me that there was Ren Cai Ban today and they were gonna meet up together for dinner @5:45pm @Tampines MRT platform before going to Tian Hui for the lesson.

Well, asked her for some opinions on how I should handle my current "Love" problem. And as I expected, I got common answers from her which I would normally gave to other people... Can't deny the phrase "What goes around, comes around"

Had a chat with Yue Hui and she suddenly asked me whether have I fallen for someone now, as she referred to my MSN nick....

Well, I said yeah! And played a guessing game with her. Was actually doing this on purpose, so that she could temporarily get her mind off all the reports which she has been writing on it for weeks.

Her first guess was Hui Juan aka MaMa. Which was wrong of cause. So, I asked her why her? She said, cuz that's the one friend she and I know of... Sigh...

Only goes to show that she hasn't been very observant of the friends I had around me...haha!!!Actually, I can't really blame her, cuz for the past 3 months, it has always been me and her. Me and her. me and her. Whenever we go out. And occasionally, with Andy and some of her other friends from Poly...

Gave her all the hints that I could gave without revealing that it was her and still she couldn't get it. Was she really blur or just acting blur???

My time at Ren Cai Ban wasn't very good, cuz I realised that I was lagging way way way behind! I don't even had a clue how far they've progressed. The only thing I kinda knew of was that they were currently trying to memorise poetry lines.

After the lesson, I went up to the lady who was in-charge of my cell group and told her that, currently, I'm still under NS and that most probably, I might not be able to attend most of the lessons. And asked her whether that would pose a problem...The answer I got: Nothing...

Well, since she was still unable to give me a proper answer, I might as well just head home first and attend whatever remaining I can attend and leave the rest of it to the HQ to decide. If they decided that I shall not complete, then so be it...

Took my time to walk back home... Cuz I needed some time to think about some thing. Think about whether I should confess to Yue Hui about my feelings. But I feared of jeopardising our friendship... What if everything fail? How am I gonna face her in the future? Would our friendship remain as how it is now? Am I gonna risk everything???

Still even when I got home... I still couldn't get an answer. But mostly probably, the answer I would get is this:

[Being friends, beats being a couple]

Reached home, and immediately switched on my PC and logged onto MSN. And BAM! She's online! haha! But her replies were unlike normal. They were all very short replies. She doesn't seem to be in a good mood, and whatever events that happened she doesn't really seemed to care much... Whatever that happened, she doesn't really wanna convey to me. Well, I can't force her as she had the right to choose whether she wanna tell me or not... ... Thus I respected her decision...

Chatted with a close friend as well, Kathy..haha! The silly girl and also my big Saviour!!! Haven seen her in eon!! and still her character didn't change much haha!!! Still the same Kathy I knew before I went into Army, always like to argue with me over things and seem to be lost at the things Ichat with her loLZ... Got to know that she had found a job at the Manicure shop at Bugis Village 2nd Floor. But I always frequent there but why I never see her... Maybe it's luck bahZ... Oh well. I'll try to visit her again this weekend...Perhaps I have better luck haha!!!

As I was chatting with her, my Dad suddenly pop his head into my room and announced this Earth-shattering news: [SON! I WISH TO RECOMMEND YOU TO BECOME A TANG ZHU...]

The moment I heard this, I immediately said: [Dad! Can't lah... I'm still too young for this, and moreover I'm still not ready for the big responsibility. Why not wait till I'm about 24 or 25, when my mind is more mature and has seen the world a little more, then we talk about this matter?]

Gosh! Can't believe what I just heard from my dad's mouth... I can totally, 100%, from the bottom of my heart, tell you that if my dad wants me to be a Tang Zhu now. I can very well say that I'm not ready for this. I'm not matured enough for this. Cuz my mind, body and soul haven't settled down at all. With these 3 things still hanging in mid-air, I can't take up this huge responsibility, when I can't even settle myself... ... Perhaps I should have a good talk with dad tomorrow night after [Lao Mu Da Dian]...

Wanna know something even better??? Had a good chat with MaMa just a few moments ago. It's been a long long time since we chatted, be it face-to-face, over the phone or over MSN. Still, we chatted like old times haha! We chatted about everything under the stars. From her BF, to a new guy who might have a crush on her to my future plannings.

Only thing bothered me a little....She was laughing alot while we were chatting. Which was unlike her. Perhaps it might be that she was utterly worried about her BF. Cuz her BF was under mono-intake for 42 SAR. which I heard was darn darn XIONG. and also her BF has just gotten sick and is now in Medical Center. It might be that she was using laughter as a way to cast her fears, worries and thoughts away...

It's been tough on you MaMa... But don't worry... His first bookout is coming soon haha!!!

MaMa also asked me whether I could make it to Sentosa this Sunday. I could only tell her: "I'm not sure...Cuz the only thing holding me back is the result of my posting..." The best thing I can hope for it that my book in timing in on Monday Morning...so that I can enjoy myself on Sunday before I book in, and perhaps confess to her. If only... If only... That's all I can think of... If God hears me, please let this dream come true...

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Some Songs I fell in Love with Recently

浪漫滿屋
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1.I Think I
 
我相信那是不可能的
絕對不可能的~um-
說我愛上了他
這簡直是無稽之談~um-
我想這只是出於妒忌
要麼就是看我孤單
我常常想些很多理由去騙自己
但如今再也不能繼續騙下去啦
I Think I Love You~
也許是那樣吧
Couse I Miss You~
如果沒有了你
我沒心思做任何事情
我一直只想?你
看到這些其實我的心裡也很明白
I’m Falling For You~
我雖然不曉得Now I Need You~
但你已經在我的心靈深處了
我們看起來不相配
做朋友最適合~um-
從一到十我們沒有相似點
怎麼可以跟你交往
這簡直不像話
雖然我是那麼說了
如今我不想那樣
I Think I Love You~
應該是那樣吧
Couse I Miss You~
如果沒有了你
我沒心思做任何事情
我一直只想?你
看到這些其實我的心裡也很明白
I’m Falling For You~
我雖然不曉得Now I Need You~
但你已經在我的心靈深處了
但我一直沒有察覺到那就是你Woo~
為甚麼沒有看到
應該就在眼前~Hoo Ye~
這些日子以來你一直就在我的身邊
但為甚麼我才看到這段感情~Hoo
I Think I Love You~
應該是那樣吧
Couse I Miss You~
如果沒有了你
我沒心思做任何事情
我一直只想?你
看到這些其實我的心裡也很明白
I’m Falling For You~
我雖然不曉得Now I Need You~
但你已經在我的心靈深處了

(羅馬拼音)
 
gu-rer-li up-da-goh ah-nil-ger-ra-goh mi-dert-jo
nea-ga gu-dael sa-rang-harn-dan yi-mal-do an-dae-jo
gwaen-harn jil-too-yil-kker-ra-go nae-gah weh-roh-woon-ra-bo-da-goh
jah-shin-eul so-gyer-bart-ji-man yi-je der-neun nan garm-chool-soo-gah-up-neun-girl-yo

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~CHORUS~~~~
I think I love you
gu-run-gah-ba-yo Cause I miss you
gu-dae-man up-seu-myun
narn ah-moo-gut-doh mot-ta-goh
ja-kkoo saeng-gark-na-goh
yi-run-girl bo-myun ah-moo-rae-do
narn mol-lat-ji-marn
er-neu-saenh-ga nae marm gi-peun-go-sae
ah-joo keu-ge ja-ri-ja-beun geu-dae-yi mo-seu-beul yi-jen bo-ah-yo

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
woo-rin ahn-er-wool-lin-da-goh chin-goo geu-ge ddark jo-ta-go
hah-nah-boo-ter yerl-geh do-de-che mer harn-geh-ra-doh mat-neun-geh up-neun-deh
er-ddert-ke sa-gil soo yit-nya-goh marl-doh ahn-dae-neum yeh-gi-ra-goh
marl-har-myer dool-ler daet-ji-marn yi-jeh der-neun narn gu-rer-gih-gah si-reun-girl-yo

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~CHORUS~~~~~~
I think I love you
gu-run-gah-ba-yo Cause I miss you
gu-dae-man up-seu-myun
narn ah-moo-gut-doh mot-ta-goh
ja-kkoo saeng-gark-na-goh
yi-run-girl bo-myun ah-moo-rae-do
narn mol-lat-ji-marn
er-neu-saenh-ga nae marm gi-peun-go-sae
ah-joo keu-ge ja-ri-ja-beun geu-dae-yi mo-seu-beul yi-jen bo-ah-yo

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
wae-mol-lat-jo gu-dae-ra-neun-girl
wae mot-bat-jo bar-ro ah-pin-dae
geu dong-ahn yi-rert-ke bar-ro nae-gyert-te yi-ssert-neun-dae
wae-yi-jeh-ser-ya sa-rang-yi bo-yi-neun-gun-ji

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~CHORUS~~~~~~~

I think I love you
gu-run-gah-ba-yo Cause I miss you
gu-dae-man up-seu-myun
narn ah-moo-gut-doh mot-ta-goh
ja-kkoo saeng-gark-na-goh
yi-run-girl bo-myun ah-moo-rae-do
narn mol-lat-ji-marn
er-neu-saenh-ga nae marm gi-peun-go-sae
ah-joo keu-ge ja-ri-ja-beun geu-dae-yi mo-seu-beul yi-jen bo-ah-yo


5. 你現在=初次與妳相遇

现在,你進入我的心裏,诉说着爱戀。
我祈望這不是夢境。
我的心底在說,千萬不能錯過你。
可我也許像個貪得無厭的傻瓜吧。
那麼偶然間出現在我身邊的你的爱
為何竟然讓我感到如此習惯。
然而這一切都不過是一場交易,
誰料到竟然會真的陷入爱戀。
再过不久就要把你送走,
可是,我真的没自信能够做到。
我去尋找過去的自己,
现在,就要恢復到過去的自己,這是理所當然的事情,
可為何心却在不停地作痛。
你要尋找你所希望的爱情,
现在,就应该離去,
我应该微笑着送走即将得到幸福的你,
可你為何却看着我的眼睛,對我訴说着爱恋。
雖然是已经逝去的爱,
却在這一瞬间,觉得那麼幸福。
仿佛是在做夢一样,
终于明白了,
我们是從一开始就爱上了對方。
我去尋找過去的自己,

(羅馬拼音)
   
ku de ji ru ne ga su ne pu ro wa,
sa lang nu ma ra pu hee joh
pu mi ha ni hi ru, manu hee doh hei ma yo
ne ga mi cha gu pu de ro sa lang,
wu chi ma ra gu ha nei yoh
nop shi nur de lan myo, paa bu ga tuen ma ru ra ne yo
Woo yong hee ta ga ohh pu de sa lang yhee
 
Wen jee na so jee ahh na chor~
Ha jee man yak sok kuen yee nyon yee kee yeh
Sa lang yhee tueh jur mu ra Joh
Cho koon fuu myo kun de,
boone yah haa tuen de
Koo ronh cha shee ni yop Joh
# nar hoo ro yee tuen goo cha ri ru cha Jaa,

yee jie to ra duei pu nin Teh
haa myon na hee reen deh, duei ma mi ya poo joh
poode wo na gei sa lang nir cha jaa,
yee jie to ra ga pu nin The
hen boo ka koo de ruen, woo su yOh bo ner ya hai tuen teh
ne du nir poo myo saa lang woo ma naa Joh,
soo Cho ge sa lang yee chi mann~
yee suen gang nar nuen no poo hein boo kei Yoh
mara Jee poo moo kuen nor chO Roh

YeeJe Yah ahh ra soh Yoh,
So wuen poo toh boo Ri
Sa Lang tei so Kaa nuen Hoo~~Hoh
REPEAT #
 
I don’t want to say goodbye to you, and I don’t want to let you go
YEHH~~~
 
Ne ge sa lang myo soo ryon an duei nar Yoh?
Koo de chon ma ran duei nar yoh?
Yee Je nuen pu dei ru
Yee poh ru sa lang haa nuen Tei…

REIRA starring YUNA ITO - ENDLESS STORY
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(Romaji)

Lyrics: D.A.Thomas & ats Music: D.A.Thomas

If you haven’t changed your mind
Soba ni ite hoshii yo Tonight

Tsuyogaru koto ni tsukareta no
Osana sugita no Everytime I think about you baby
Ima nara ieru I miss you
It is hard to say I’m sorry

Tatoeba dare ka no tame ja naku anata no tame ni
Utaitai kono uta wo
Owarai nai story tsuduku kono kagayaki ni
Always tsutaetai zutto eien ni

Memories of our time together
Kesa nai de kono mama don’t go away

Atatakaku toke dashite tashikameru no
Yasashisa no shizuku kono mune ni hirogatteku
Setsu nai hodo ni I’m missing you
Kasaneta te hanasa naide

Tatoeba kanau nara mou ichido anata no tame ni
Utai tai kono uta wo
Owara nai story taemanai itoshisa de
tell me why oshiete yo zutto eien ni

Tatoeba dare ka no tame ja naku anata no tame ni
Utaitai kono uta wo
Owarai nai story tsuduku kono kagayaki ni
Always tsutaetai zutto eien ni

Tatoeba kanau nara mou ichido anata no tame ni
Utai tai kono uta wo
Owara nai story taemanai itoshisa de
tell me why oshiete yo zutto eien ni

(Kanji)

If you haven’t changed your mind
そばにいてほしいよ Tonight

強がることに疲れたの
幼すぎたの Everytime I think about you baby
今なら言える I miss you
It is hard to say I’m sorry

たとえば 誰かのためじゃなく あなたのために
歌いたい この歌を
終わらない story 続くこの輝きに
Always 伝えたい ずっと永遠に

Memories of our time together
消さなで このまま don’t go away

あたたかく溶けだして 確かめるの
優しさのしずく この胸にひろがってく
切ないほどに I’m missing you
重ねた手 離さないで

たとえば 叶うなら もう一度あなたのために
歌いたい この歌を
終わらない story 絶え間ない愛しさで
tell me why 教えてよ ずっと永遠に

たとえば 誰かのためじゃなく あなたのために
歌いたい この歌を
終わらない story 続くこの輝きに
Always 伝えたい ずっと永遠に

たとえば 叶うなら もう一度あなたのために
歌いたい この歌を
終わらない story 絶え間ない愛しさで
tell me why 教えてよ ずっと永遠に

(English)

If you haven’t changed your mind
Then I want you by my side Tonight

I’m so tired of always having to bluff
Everytime I think about you baby, I feel so young
If I could just tell you I miss you
It is hard to say I’m sorry

You see, I want to sing this song, not for just anyone
but just for you
An ENDLESS STORY that goes on and on in this radiance
Always, I wanna show you, forever and ever

Memories of our time together
this way, they don’t go away

Once I knew that the warmth between us had disappeared,
gentle tears started to spread over my chest
This is not where it ends, I’m missing you
please don’t let go of my hand

You see, I wish I could sing this song, just for you
just one more time
An ENDLESS STORY of endless love
tell me why please tell me forever and ever

You see, I want to sing this song, not for just anyone
but just for you
An ENDLESS STORY that goes on and on in this radiance
Always, I wanna show you, forever and ever

You see, I wish I could sing this song, just for you
just one more time
An ENDLESS STORY of endless love
tell me why, please tell me, forever and ever

Spring Cleaning

Imagine this scenery:
A room, filled full of things on the table, around the Desktop, around the TV. Piles of stuffs in front of your cupboard.

What it all add up to?? Pig Stack!!!

Spent the last 2 days tidying my messed-up room. Gosh! Didn't know that I have so much rubbish and unwanted things laying around in my room and collect tons of dust.

Firstly, my lovely coffee table...Just the sight of the things on the table was enough to give me enough urge to clear them!

My old poly textbooks...
THROW!
Old Poly Notes... THROW!
Childhood storybooks... THROW!
Other unwanted stuffs...THROW! THROW! THROW!

Soon enough, the things I wanna throw away have escalated to two big plastic bags. KaoZ! When did I ever accumulated soo much things??? I wonder... ...

Next up: My Nightmare, My Horror, My Ultimate "Enemy"...



MY CUPBOARD!!!!


It's a fortress I tell ya. A well-dug moat built around, and littered with crocodildes to devour any stupid warriors that wanna try to conquer this Monster.

But I'm not scared of that... I reached out my hand, grabbed the knob and pulled open the door!
*BAM!*
A pile of clothes just slammed onto the floor right infront of me. Immediately, a faint smell drifted to my nose....

EEK! How long have I left these clothes in the cupboard??? So I took out all the clothes. Sort them accordingly. Long Sleeves, Polo T-shirt, T-shirt, Shorts, Bermudas, Undies, Jeans, pull-overs, jackets and unwanted clothes.

Then, I dragged all those clothes, except my jeans, which I wanted and threw them into the Washing Machine to give them a good wash!! haha! Ain't I kind??? Oh yeah! I am SOooo Kind...

After then, it's back to my room again... And start ironing my clothes, especially my ARMY clothes, gonna report back to Camp soon. Better pack most of my clothes neatly and take the remaining of them on the second time... It's alot of things lorZ...4 sets of Long 4, 3 Admin T, 3 Vest, 6 pairs of Green socks, 2 pairs of green towels... Undies, and etc etc things...

GOSH! I think I'm gonna faint while carrying all these to my new unit... SOMEONE PLEASE!!! HELP ME!!!!

Spent the rest of the day ironing my army clothes...haha! Don't know why, but I had a big satisfaction whenever I see my clothes being ironed till very neat and smart haha! I guess the iron must be getting to my head... ...

Back to Ironing... ... Iron. Iron. Iron.

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Pay Day!!! @ 10th Dec '05

Cock Up @ Boon Keng
------------------------
Went out with Yue Hui and her friend, Andy. We met up at Boon Keng MRT station @1130am, cuz I suggested to have our lunch at a Indian Vegetarian Restaurant. Guess what? Turned out the Restaruant would only start operation at 3pm!!! ARH!!! Bloody Hell! So peiseh lor...... Kena suan by Yue Hui till very jia lat... So, I suddenly decided to take them to [Lau Di Fang] @ Bugis, just next to National Library. Phew! At least "won" back some "face"....
Along the way to the bus stop to take Bus 133 I didn't talked much. Cuz I purposely kept my mouth shut, so that Andy would have more "talking time" with Yue Hui. Dunno why I did that...

Just don't know why, the more I want Yue Hui to talk to Andy, the more she wanna talk to me... Gosh! what a weird weird world!!!

So finally, We reached [Lau Di Fang], the place wasn't as crowded as I visited previously, and certainly the place has added a few new members haha! A young girl and a small, cute girl...

Because the people there seems quite busy, I just made my way over to the counter and took a few menus so that we could see what we wanna eat for the day and GOSH! AM I HUNGRY!!!

Here's what we ordered:

  1. Pasta
  2. Black Pepper Chicken Chop with Rice
  3. Roasted Eel Rice
  4. Cold Plate Tofu


*SLURP* Thristy? (left)Honey Red Tea, (Center)Purple Dreams, (Right) Chrsyt Tea


*Drooling* Feeling Hungry looking at all these Wonderful Dishes? Guess Who's the photographer???


Another blopper happened when I was billing... The shop doesn't accept NETS only cash *FAINT* so I had to walk all the way down to Bugis Junction and withdrew $100 and walked back again. But by den Andy had already foot the bill... Oh well, thought I was gonna give the treat.

Then, Yue Hui suggested we go over to the National Library, mostly because Andy has never been there before. Well, I can't say "NO!" 'cause I myself also couldn't resist the view from National Library.

When we got to the Lift Lobby, Yue Hui insisted on taking the lifts which had glass panels, 'cause she wanna have a clear view on the way up. haha! Silly girl... The way up was a little eekie on my tummy, cause well, you know, we just had quite a heavy meal, and now we have to take a Lift which escalate quite fast. OH! You should try it some day... And you'll know how I feel...

Anyway... on the 13th Floor. The view was just as great as the first time I went there with Yue Hui. So, without further ado, I asked Yue Hui to take out her digi-cam and I started snapping tons of pictures haha!!!


Great isn't it the view???

But our stay there wasn't long. Soon after, we went across the road and head for Bugis Junction! But suddenly! Something shiny caught my eyes....


At Parco, Bugis
-------------------
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT??? It's a MAZDA RX8!!!!!!!!!! I was like "WOW! WOW! WOW! WOW! WOW!!!!!" It was such a beauty that I couldn't resist taking out my Camera phone and snipped a photo of this beauty...

After which, the 3 of us shopped around Parco area, but I realised something... That Yue Hui was suddenly in a bad mood. Even though I noticed it but I still continued to "Tai Gang" with her, cuz I somehow feel that she would still "Tai Gang" with me. But I'm not sure why she was in a bad mood???!!! Anyone knows the answer???

Then, Andy bidded good bye to us as he had to make his way to Serangoon to meet his Mentor. And two of us continued shopping. Actually, I lied to her about shopping for a X`mas gift for a friend. 'Cause the "Friend" was actually her...But I guessed she didn't realised that...
Suddenly, Yue Hui said this sentence: "I gave him an answer..."
"What answer??"
"That it's impossible between us..."
"Ah...OH!! I see..."

HAHA!!! YES!!! GOAL!!! SCORE!!! HOORAY!!! O-LA!!! Oh gosh!!! No way was she gonna know the the amount of joy that went through my heart when she said that... Opps! Did I sounded totally childish just now??? I apologised. But that was precisely how I felt... haha!

We didn't shop the first level much, as most of the shops were selling almost similar things. So we made our way to the Second Level and she said that she wanna get a watch for someone. When I asked who was it for... She said for someone. And I knew who it was for.... Her ex BF.

She asked for my options on what type of watch to buy. So I asked her for the budget, what kinda guy was he, what type of watch etc etc. And when she turned around and asked the Boss, he asked basically the same things haha!!! Silly girl............

Then, the Boss asked her: "Your Boyfriend ah?"
"No lahZ. A Friend"
"Oh...."
"But how I wished he could be...."

When I heard this.... I was totally "Steamed, Stoned, Stunned". Why she said that? What she meant? Did she meant it when she said it? Or did she just said for the fun of it??? I completely didn't know how to react to it but just smiled......

Finally, she chose an exquisite watch but because it'll take sometime before it was ready, we suggested to shop around and be back later.

As we walked, we went by a familiar shop "Berries". haha! Both of us hit off with the Lady Boss very well. And you won't believe it... The Lady Boss is actually 29 this year but she looked like 25!!! Amazed right? Well, both of us were even more amazed when we first found out...

So, the Lady Boss took out her latest arrival. A purple top with a lace-bra. Yue Hui didn't wanna try, but under much persistance from both me and Lady Boss, she tried it on. And Oh WOW! was it nice on her!!! But the price was even more fantastic. It was a whooping 60 bucks!!!! I asked the Lady Boss whether she could reduce the price at around 50 bucks and what you know? She said yes!! HAHA!!!

But Yue Hui was very reluctant to buy that top, because it was just too expensive, though I could see that she liked it alot. But I gave her "some time" to consider buying it, as we made our way back to collect the watch. After which, I gave her no chance to decide as I slowly pulled her into the shop. HAHA!!! Cunning eh?!

It was then, that I learnt that those acnes on her back were more than just normal acnes, Lady Boss have suggested to her that she would have to seek help from a specialist to treat her problem, as it might be due to some problems with her body...

Time passed really quick whenever I'm with her. Soon, she had to go off to Bedok because her Mu Tang had Qing Zhu.

Along the way to the bus stop to take Bus 133 I didn't talked much. Cuz I purposely kept my mouth shut, so that Andy would have more "talking time" with Yue Hui. Dunno why I did that...

Just don't know why, the more I want Yue Hui to talk to Andy, the more she wanna talk to me... Gosh! what a weird weird world!!!

So finally, We reached [Lau Di Fang], the place wasn't as crowded as I visited previously, and certainly the place has added a few new members haha! A young girl and a small, cute girl...

Because the people there seems quite busy, I just made my way over to the counter and took a few menus so that we could see what we wanna eat for the day and GOSH! AM I HUNGRY!!!

Here's what we ordered:
  1. Pasta
  2. Black Pepper Chicken Chop with Rice
  3. Roasted Eel Rice
  4. Cold Plate Tofu


*SLURP* Thristy? (left)Honey Red Tea, (Center)Purple Dreams, (Right) Chrsyt Tea


*Drooling* Feeling Hungry looking at all these Wonderful Dishes? Guess Who's the photographer???


Another blopper happened when I was billing... The shop doesn't accept NETS only cash *FAINT* so I had to walk all the way down to Bugis Junction and withdrew $100 and walked back again. But by den Andy had already foot the bill... Oh well, thought I was gonna give the treat.

Then, Yue Hui suggested we go over to the National Library, mostly because Andy has never been there before. Well, I can't say "NO!" 'cause I myself also couldn't resist the view from National Library.

When we got to the Lift Lobby, Yue Hui insisted on taking the lifts which had glass panels, 'cause she wanna have a clear view on the way up. haha! Silly girl... The way up was a little eekie on my tummy, cause well, you know, we just had quite a heavy meal, and now we have to take a Lift which escalate quite fast. OH! You should try it some day... And you'll know how I feel...

Anyway... on the 13th Floor. The view was just as great as the first time I went there with Yue Hui. So, without further ado, I asked Yue Hui to take out her digi-cam and I started snapping tons of pictures haha!!!


Great isn't it the view???

But our stay there wasn't long. Soon after, we went across the road and head for Bugis Junction! But suddenly! Something shiny caught my eyes....


At Parco, Bugis
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CAN YOU BELIEVE IT??? It's a MAZDA RX8!!!!!!!!!! I was like "WOW! WOW! WOW! WOW! WOW!!!!!" It was such a beauty that I couldn't resist taking out my Camera phone and snipped a photo of this beauty...

After which, the 3 of us shopped around Parco area, but I realised something... That Yue Hui was suddenly in a bad mood. Even though I noticed it but I still continued to "Tai Gang" with her, cuz I somehow feel that she would still "Tai Gang" with me. But I'm not sure why she was in a bad mood???!!! Anyone knows the answer???

Then, Andy bidded good bye to us as he had to make his way to Serangoon to meet his Mentor. And two of us continued shopping. Actually, I lied to her about shopping for a X`mas gift for a friend. 'Cause the "Friend" was actually her...But I guessed she didn't realised that...
Suddenly, Yue Hui said this sentence: "I gave him an answer..."
"What answer??"
"That it's impossible between us..."
"Ah...OH!! I see..."

HAHA!!! YES!!! GOAL!!! SCORE!!! HOORAY!!! O-LA!!! Oh gosh!!! No way was she gonna know the the amount of joy that went through my heart when she said that... Opps! Did I sounded totally childish just now??? I apologised. But that was precisely how I felt... haha!

We didn't shop the first level much, as most of the shops were selling almost similar things. So we made our way to the Second Level and she said that she wanna get a watch for someone. When I asked who was it for... She said for someone. And I knew who it was for.... Her ex BF.

She asked for my options on what type of watch to buy. So I asked her for the budget, what kinda guy was he, what type of watch etc etc. And when she turned around and asked the Boss, he asked basically the same things haha!!! Silly girl............

Then, the Boss asked her: "Your Boyfriend ah?"
"No lahZ. A Friend"
"Oh...."
"But how I wished he could be...."

When I heard this.... I was totally "Steamed, Stoned, Stunned". Why she said that? What she meant? Did she meant it when she said it? Or did she just said for the fun of it??? I completely didn't know how to react to it but just smiled......

Finally, she chose an exquisite watch but because it'll take sometime before it was ready, we suggested to shop around and be back later.

As we walked, we went by a familiar shop "Berries". haha! Both of us hit off with the Lady Boss very well. And you won't believe it... The Lady Boss is actually 29 this year but she looked like 25!!! Amazed right? Well, both of us were even more amazed when we first found out...

So, the Lady Boss took out her latest arrival. A purple top with a lace-bra. Yue Hui didn't wanna try, but under much persistance from both me and Lady Boss, she tried it on. And Oh WOW! was it nice on her!!! But the price was even more fantastic. It was a whooping 60 bucks!!!! I asked the Lady Boss whether she could reduce the price at around 50 bucks and what you know? She said yes!! HAHA!!!

But Yue Hui was very reluctant to buy that top, because it was just too expensive, though I could see that she liked it alot. But I gave her "some time" to consider buying it, as we made our way back to collect the watch. After which, I gave her no chance to decide as I slowly pulled her into the shop. HAHA!!! Cunning eh?!

It was then, that I learnt that those acnes on her back were more than just normal acnes, Lady Boss have suggested to her that she would have to seek help from a specialist to treat her problem, as it might be due to some problems with her body...

Time passed really quick whenever I'm with her. Soon, she had to go off to Bedok because her Mu Tang had Qing Zhu.

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My First Post! ^.^

Been reading thru so many of my friends' blogs for years now. Never had the adrenaline rush to create one myself. But today, I guess I was just too bored, thus I created my very own Blog!!! haha!!

BUT! BE WARNED!
I won't be posting alot, as currently I'm NSF, which means I'm in Army... Speaking of Army, oh well that's for another day.