Friday, August 18, 2006

So Lonely

Finally, Manpower Branch has shifted to BMTC CCO... Now, Sch 2 HQ seem like a ghost town. So little people! In the Morning, for first parade, the number of people falling in can be counted by our 2 hands... Totally pathetic!

I think after LOG BR move, SCH 2 HQ would be even more quiet.

Anyway, last Sunday, Me, Hui & Andy went wandering around town area. First we went to NAM aka National Arts Museum. There, they displayed numerous outstanding works from artists in Asian region, including Singapore. I was totally captivated by one work titled: "Oasis". It was abstract art. The use of distortion and daring colours merge together perfectly! If it was not for the time constrain, I could have stood there and just admire that piece of work! haha!!

After which, we kept walking towards City Hall and went into a Fire station Museum. It was so cool! I didn't realised that the Fire department in Singapore had such a long & interesting history. It startewd from nothing in 1915, to a well-structured and organised organisation today.

From there, we continued to China Town. But it started to pour... What a Spoiler! Still we continued on..haha!!! No matter what's the weather, it'll not dampen our adventuring spirit! haha!!! Sound like a true blue explorer....

Along the way, we took countless photos, striking silly poses and funny faces. It's been a while I've had such fun. Then, we went to this place called "Red Dot". The WHOLE building was red in colour and inside, it was a heaven for creative youngsters to display their work, sell their art and get a foothold in Singapore's niche market. A perfect heaven for people like me haha!!!

Then things turned a little nasty for while after our heavy lunch, Hui was feeling nauseous. And visited the toilet a few times. She said she will never go into a MRT Toilet ever again. HAHA! As if I'll believe her lolZ...

Anyway, as she wasn't feeling well, I advised her to make her way home. So that her body can get some rest... How stubborn of her! I think this was the very first time I shouted at her in the public. Sigh! She knew that she's not feeling well, but still she didn't want to dampen everyone's spirit.... Silly girl!!! We can organise an outing anytime. But health is of outmost importance...

At night, before I booked in, I decided to check her blog. It was then that I realised that her feet had sustained numerous injuries and she was actually having difficulties walking. ARH!!! Some times, she really make me wanna vomit blood... And what's more, she totally ignored my advice in telling her to bandage her wounds to prevent infection... Sigh!!! oh well... What can I do...

Saturday, August 05, 2006

Busy Busy Week!

Finally, the much anticipated JANUS migration happened this week! The whole of BMTC will be getting new computers, Intel Doran 2.8GHz, 512 DDR2 RAM, 80GB HDD. Totally Amazing! haha!

ANd of cuz, as youngsters, we installed much games into the new computers. Though it wasn't allowed. But who cares! haha!!!

Work for me, and the rest of LOG BR has increased without us knowing it. Practically for me, I have been working till 7pm almost everyday, just to make sure paperwork is finished. SO that the very next day, new things can come in... SO tired... Haven been sleeping very well for the past week... Been going in and out of slumber several times in the night. On Wednesday, I didn't sleep at wink till 3am. I was practically looking at the ceiling fan, thinking of nothing, just couldn't sleep...

Stress..............

Sigh... LOGO please come back asap. We're being pushed around, bullied and arrowed stuffs that ain't within our job scope!!! ARH!!! it's so irritating. Almost everyone are pushing things to LOG BR, just because there ain't any Officers around... We're like soldiers without weapons, totally defenceless....

Have two chalets on the weekend. One is my primary school mate on Saturday, and the other one is my Poly mate on Sunday. Both at Pasir Ris DOwntown. Asked hui whether she wanna come along on Saturday, cuz just nice she knock off from work, and if she doesn't have any place to go, or not in the rush for home, she could join in.

She replied "Why don't ask ya sis go?". I was thinking, why ask my sister? She has her own group of friends, her own life. Can't possibly ask her to join every of my fren's outing. Then, my sis would ask me "Got ask Hui?"

I replied "She's busy this week with exams and projects. Don't wanna distub her. Anyway, if you not free to go also okie one lahZ. Cuz it's my frenz's BBQ, doesn't really concern you at all...."

It was my fault, for saying such blunt words, though in context, it's true that it doesn't concern her... But i asked her to come along, it was due to other reasons....

I like her. I like her alot. Maybe it's an obessession, maybe it's a Fetish. Though she not very pretty, but there's something in her that attracted me towards her. I wish I would be with her everyday, fetch her from work in my own car, bring her around. But, that's all in my dreams...

Thinking too much liaoZ... have to return to reality. One of the reaons I said that was because in the past, whenever I have fren's outing and I invite her, she seem unwilling to go. But, i guess it was more of my fault. Because she has the freedom to choose... I was indirectly forcing her to go... How selfish of me...

Let's just hope that these 2 chalets would be fine haha!!!