Finally, the much anticipated JANUS migration happened this week! The whole of BMTC will be getting new computers, Intel Doran 2.8GHz, 512 DDR2 RAM, 80GB HDD. Totally Amazing! haha!
ANd of cuz, as youngsters, we installed much games into the new computers. Though it wasn't allowed. But who cares! haha!!!
Work for me, and the rest of LOG BR has increased without us knowing it. Practically for me, I have been working till 7pm almost everyday, just to make sure paperwork is finished. SO that the very next day, new things can come in... SO tired... Haven been sleeping very well for the past week... Been going in and out of slumber several times in the night. On Wednesday, I didn't sleep at wink till 3am. I was practically looking at the ceiling fan, thinking of nothing, just couldn't sleep...
Stress..............
Sigh... LOGO please come back asap. We're being pushed around, bullied and arrowed stuffs that ain't within our job scope!!! ARH!!! it's so irritating. Almost everyone are pushing things to LOG BR, just because there ain't any Officers around... We're like soldiers without weapons, totally defenceless....
Have two chalets on the weekend. One is my primary school mate on Saturday, and the other one is my Poly mate on Sunday. Both at Pasir Ris DOwntown. Asked hui whether she wanna come along on Saturday, cuz just nice she knock off from work, and if she doesn't have any place to go, or not in the rush for home, she could join in.
She replied "Why don't ask ya sis go?". I was thinking, why ask my sister? She has her own group of friends, her own life. Can't possibly ask her to join every of my fren's outing. Then, my sis would ask me "Got ask Hui?"
I replied "She's busy this week with exams and projects. Don't wanna distub her. Anyway, if you not free to go also okie one lahZ. Cuz it's my frenz's BBQ, doesn't really concern you at all...."
It was my fault, for saying such blunt words, though in context, it's true that it doesn't concern her... But i asked her to come along, it was due to other reasons....
I like her. I like her alot. Maybe it's an obessession, maybe it's a Fetish. Though she not very pretty, but there's something in her that attracted me towards her. I wish I would be with her everyday, fetch her from work in my own car, bring her around. But, that's all in my dreams...
Thinking too much liaoZ... have to return to reality. One of the reaons I said that was because in the past, whenever I have fren's outing and I invite her, she seem unwilling to go. But, i guess it was more of my fault. Because she has the freedom to choose... I was indirectly forcing her to go... How selfish of me...
Let's just hope that these 2 chalets would be fine haha!!!
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